Juno

When the movie Juno came out, we knew it looked really good and got lots of acclaim both from reviews and friends, but it was such as sensitive time for us that we wanted to wait to see it.  I thought that being over 17 weeks would be a safe time to rent it.  I was only sort of right.  It was excellent with strong performances from all actors, but every scene with Jennifer Gardner broke my heart and made me cry.  I felt like I was both reliving my past and glimpsing what sadness my future could have been.  I am so grateful to be naturally pregnant, but it is still hard to completely embrace it.  I keep thinking I am going to wake up and it won't be true or something.  I constantly look at my belly, feel my uterus and inspect my body for the other changes to remind myself that it is real.  I am really pregnant, there is really a baby growing inside me, and I am really going to be a mom in March.  I hope when I can feel my baby move with more consistency that I will feel better.

I am definitely showing more, people are noticing my baby bump without me telling them :)  I'll have Shawn take more pictures this week.